I haven't met you yet but I assure you something
You appreciate what you have when you have nothing
When we want for nothing
Yeah we just be frontin
Ain't nothing like a woman when you need some loving
So here's the facts and truth
Yeah I'm feeling you
I know you need love and I need it too
Yeah I'm locked up but my hearts free
My emotion and devotion give you all of me
like a fantasy I'll fulfill ya dreams
and until we touch its by any means
Let me ease your mind I won't let you go
Why complicate what is pure and natural
We should be together we could find Love
Every storm weathered would define us
let's just be happy and together we
Be forever us when we finally meet.
For a moment we are together
Time like a breath in the blinking of a eye
Like a shooting star tear fall...
How small our time together
We Now so far apart.
Each beat from my internal drum
Like a lightning strike of memories of joy
Pulled between the two then and now my lonely present.
Woe to our past we lived such happy days
Peace now brings so much pain.
I rather the white noise of chaos to drown the darkness of the serene.
You left me and yet you took me with you
Hanging there from the supporting beam.
My life a nightmare and no relief in my dreams.
We were perfectly together but you didn't hear my internal cry.
So I tied the noose kicked the chair and said
My anxiety is real
These guys can see
I’m not real too tall
But tall’s not real to me
My anxiety is overwhelming
I just want released
These guys are like animals
Caged until released
Sweating beneath the weights
My anxiety is my prison
Inside here I am free
My writing is investigative
Investigative and wild like the ruminants
Like the majority of these guys wild
Men acting as a child
After 4 years nothing has
Changed for the overseers
Spin moves are surely the same
In contemplation of my life completion
Knowing what i ought be teaching
A lesson aimed for those to remember
Like the fated cold that comes with winter
A thirst for warmth in those friged months
A lesson learned from tragic stunz
A teaching a preaching a pastors voice
Oh how I pondered on my chilling choice
what once seemed easy has destine came
to clear me from my in prisoned brain
depression pain and defeating grief
A noisy wrenching like gritting teeth
In chalk i write my frozen frame
Outlined to mark the chilling scene
A teachers heart without a beat
ended and cold along the street.
without rules I would shut down
rules I would fade away
rules I would bend time and
rules to change space.
confined in this body with these rules that I must face
without rules I would rule and choose my own fate.
No caps on my money
no caps on my health
no caps on my living
no caps on my wealth
if these rules could be broken no nudes prohibited
no news would be sad and the blues would have new meaning.
What wisdom would we live in where rules was not bound
would light still be faster than sight and all sound.
Bass like the beating heart
faith like you crying out
rules couldn't hold you back
death would not be found
war would be over
scream peace with a final shout
without rules to rule I would refuse to stay down.
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