writing the pain by: Robert porter

Life a M-F,
All the turns--the upset, the downs--the pain
Been through so much in this life often forget the sun
        going through so much pain,

4 months ago became a grandfather of 2 beautiful granddaughters:
          London and Royalty,
that feel so good just wish from certain people it was
          loyalty,
in the Fed joint doing years allowing my actions to serve
          another man informant,
same dude ain't sent me a crumb nor appreciated me having
          closed lips,
Life a M-F being 100 not as popular anymore the real
          not fully getting supported,
"Facts" hot ass dudes doing time whole city coming out
          real dudes touch only family few friends there,
been gone a year and lil change and woman of 3 of my jewels
          fake like was for me until I needed her,
angry because felt I wasted too many years and truly needed
          a solid queen on my side,
homies are supposed 2 be not holding the God down at all
          halfway fake luv,
Cooling keeping head high like a friend told me appreciate
          the true ones with me,
very poorly miss & love without question
can't wait to meet oldest granddaughter looking just like me.

Life a M-F tryna make the best of it and make it in
          this M-F life.