a learned trait by: zae

As a result of reckless spendin endin in a collection of material
Literal!
Worldly value but its sentimental is zero
I worked hard to obtain the means to acquire my desires
Win, Lose or Draw!
Tryin to win I was unconscious of how much I really lost
A false definition only defined by position
Only to find my acquisition was a song they would watch and never listen
But I still love to show i'm livin
Now that's just me
A closed mouth don't get fed
But instead action can tell a story subliminally
And I can remember when it was just the opposite
When it was so hard to stay positive that every chance I had I dodged it
Now my head didn't understand unless it included a profit
In the world 1+1 is 2 so if you subtractin from my hand that's goin against my plan and to me that's simple logic
Sponsored by those with goals of they own self worth
Now with hurts that don't disperse over knowledge of my own self worth
And dreams that seem to sparkle with the essence of possessions
Like things in the dark come to light
AKA
My darkest confessions
Accompanied by reflections of lessons and how I was disrespectin blessins mainly from a lack of discretions
Simply put by bad decisions or other words a lack of discipline
 
POETIC!