Life a M-F,
All the turns--the upset, the downs--the pain
Been through so much in this life often forget the sun
going through so much pain,
4 months ago became a grandfather of 2 beautiful granddaughters:
London and Royalty,
that feel so good just wish from certain people it was
in the Fed joint doing years allowing my actions to serve
another man informant,
same dude ain't sent me a crumb nor appreciated me having
Life a M-F being 100 not as popular anymore the real
not fully getting supported,
"Facts" hot ass dudes doing time whole city coming out
real dudes touch only family few friends there,
been gone a year and lil change and woman of 3 of my jewels
fake like was for me until I needed her,
angry because felt I wasted too many years and truly needed
a solid queen on my side,
homies are supposed 2 be not holding the God down at all
halfway fake luv,
Cooling keeping head high like a friend told me appreciate
the true ones with me,
very poorly miss & love without question
can't wait to meet oldest granddaughter looking just like me.
Life a M-F tryna make the best of it and make it in
this M-F life.
Crazy how what I was doing to place myself in Federal Prison
I shared all I had with all who I luved
or were my people
or were my family at least supposed to been,
now that I'm here it's me doing this alone
no one 2 truly count on only God,
my strength and myself!
Nobody else fully support me, nor have time for me either.
Just how it is I guess or just wasn't real luv I feel.