MAMA YOU KNOW WHAT I MISS, WHEN I USE TO SNEAK UP ON YOU AND GIVE YOU A KISS.
YOU WOULD BE LIKE "BOY DON'T DO THAT I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOUR MOUTH HAS BEEN, GIVING ME THAT JUDAS KISS" YOU WOULD ACT LIKE I JUST COMMITTED A SIN.
THE WORLD BECAME A LITTLE BIT COLDER SINCE YOU PASSED AWAY, THOSE LESSONS YOU TAUGHT ARE STILL WITH ME TO THIS VERY DAY.
GOD KNOWS BEST, I MEAN HE HAD TO WHEN HE CALLED YOU HOME TO REST, THEY SAID YOU WERE ASKING ABOUT ME A THE WAY TILL YOUR LAST BREATH, AND FOR ME NOT TO BE THERE KEEPS THIS HOLLOW FEELING IN MY CHEST.
BUT GUESS WHAT MA YOUR LOVE AND WORDS WERE NOT IN VAIN, YOU REMEMBER TELLING ME "GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY" I FIND MYSELF SAYING THE SAME THING.
LOVE? YOUR LOVE WAS UNCONDITIONAL, THEY DON'T MAKE THAT LOVE NO MORE, THAT'S THE TYPE OF LOVE PEOPLE ARE WISHING FOR.
REMEMBER YOU AND I WENT TO MEMPHIS TO VISIT YOUR BROTHER, THAT WAS THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE ME AND MY MOTHER.
I STARTED TALKING ABOUT I MISS SNEAKING UP AND KISSING YOU, BUT GOD KNOWS IT'S BEEN EIGHT YEARS MAMA IM JUST MISSING YOU. REST IN PARADISE LADY!
I'VE NEVER SEEN SO MANY MEN CONTENT ON DOING TIME, WHEN THEY WERE CONTENT ON DOING CRIME, IT'S LIKE WHEN THEY WERE SENTENCED THE JUDGE GAVE THEM A "X" AMOUNT OF TIME, AND ALSO TOLD THE SHERIFFS BEFORE YOU LOCK HIM UP MAKE SURE HE SURRENDERS HIS SPINE.
SO NOW YOU CAN'T STAND UP, 15 20 30YRS IN YOU CAN'T MAN UP, THE WOMEN IN THE FACILITY WHERE YOU'RE AT THE KITTY KATS ARE TALKING TO THE OLD DAWGS LIKE YOU'RE A YOUNG PUP,YOU'VE BEEN NEUTERED YOU CAN'T LET THEM HANG BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE NO NUTS WHAAAT!
BUT YOU'RE FAKING LIKE YOU'VE STAYED STRONG, WALKING AROUND WITH YOUR CHEST OUT LIKE WE CAN GET IT ON, EVERYBODY KNOW YOU'RE TRYING TO GO HOME, SO QUIT ACTING CRAZY BEFORE YOU SCARE ONE OF THESE DUDES AND THEY CRACK YOUR DOME.
YOU'VE LOST YOUR RESISTANCE, OLE GIRL HAS MOVED ON AND YOUR FAMILY IS SICK OF YOUR SHIT, IT'S BEEN 2YRS SINCE YOUR LAST VISIT, HUMAN COMPASSION YOU MISS IT, SO YOU'RE EVALUATING YOUR LIFE THINKING BACK TO YOUR CRIME WISHING YOU NEVER DID IT, SO YOUR ONLY HOPE IS A PAROLE BOARD DECISION, LAST TIME THEY SAID DUE TO THE NATURE OF YOUR CRIME YOUR PRISON STAY WOULD BE EXTENDED, AND YOU STILL DON'T GET IT.
SEE IN YOUR MIND YOU THINK YOU'VE CHANGED, AND YOU MAY HAVE BUT THE ONES AFFECTED BY YOUR ACTIONS STILL FEEL THE SAME, YOU HURT THEM BAD AND THEY CAN STILL FEEL THE PAIN, SO THE CHANGE YOU SEE IN YOU THEY STILL SEE THE SAME, AND THEY'RE STILL HOLDING YOU TO BLAME,LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE PLAYING GAMES, AND YOU'VE BEEN GONE SO LONG DON'T NOBODY REMEMBER YOUR NAME.
SO I GOTS TO GO PIMP BUT REMEMBER THIS WHILE YOU DO THIS BID, ITS EASIER TO MAKE STRONG KIDS, THAN IT IS TO REPAIR BROKEN MEN.... POETIC!
I LOVE THE FEELING OF WHAT I THOUGHT WAS POWER, BEING OUT OF CONTROL LIVING RECKLESS IT'S ALL ABOUT ME. IM A OUTLAW, GANGSTA, WHAT YOU CALL A THUG, I LIVE MY LIFE THRU THE OLD ADAGE I'LL RATHER BE FEARED THAN LOVED. IT'S ON THE FLOOR WITH ME, MAMA TOLD ME "I DON'T CARE DON'T GET YOU NOWHERE" BUT I WAS HALF DRUNK AND HIGH OFF DRUGS.
GUNS, RANDOM SEX, AND VIOLENCE, I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE LIFE, I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS PUTTING MYSELF THRU A SPIRITUAL, AND EMOTIONAL RIOT, SO MUCH SO THAT WHEN THINGS FINALLY NORMALIZED WAS GOING TO BE HARD TO QUIET.
CHANGE IS NOT ONLY GOOD CHANGE IS GREAT, I DO THE RIGHT THING BECAUSE IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO, I SOMETIMES REVISIT THE OLD ME, BUT MOST TIMES NOT LONG ENOUGH TO ACT ON IT, BUT IT'S THE TIME WHEN MY OLD ME COMES THRU AND MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'VE FAILED TODAY IS WHAT I HATE.
THERE'S ATTITUDE THAT STARTS OUT AS SMALL AS A MUSTARD SEED IN ME, BUT QUICKLY GROWS INTO A MIGHTY OAK TREE, COMES ACROSS AS COCKY AS ROCKY, AND DURING THOSE TIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH NO MAN ALIVE CAN STOP ME. SO WHEN IT GROWS I HAVE TO FIND PRODUCTIVITY FOR ME TO REMAIN STABLE IT GROWS AND I CHOPS IT DOWN AND MAKE A OAKWOOD TABLE.... POETIC
THERE'S A BRACELET IN THE MEDICAL FIELD, THAT IF YOU DIE, THE MEDICAL STAFF WILL ALLOW YOU TO PASS WITHOUT DISTURBING YOUR TRANSITION BY TRYING TO REVIVE YOU. ON THE BACK OF THE BRACELET IS THESE LETTERS D.N.R (DO NOT RESUSCITATE)
THIS GUY WAS A CANCER,HE HAD A GET RICH OR DIE TRYING ATTITUDE TOWARD EVERYTHING AND EVERYBODY IT'S ALL ABOUT ME WAS HIS ONLY ANSWER, HE HAD DEVILISH GOOD LOOKS NO HOMO HE WAS HANDSOME, AND THE WOMEN WHO FELL FOR HIM WAS LIKE KIDNAPPED PAYING THEIR OWN RANSOM, HE. CROSSED HIS HOME BOYS JUMPED ON THEM SET THEM UP TO BE ROBBED PLAYED THEM SO CRAZY THEY COULDN'T UNDERSTAND HIM, YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW HE'S ON HIS DEATHBED WITH HOURS TO LIVE DYING FROM CANCER. D.N.R
KINGS KILLING KINGS WE'RE THE NEW KKK,YOU CAN'T STAND YOUR OWN PEOPLE BUT YOU BELIEVE WHATEVER WHITE FOLKS SAY. THE SAME PEOPLE THAT ENSLAVED YOU,YOU BELIEVE WILL SAVE YOU, YOU'VE BEEN HOODWINKED PLAYBOY THEY PLAYED YOU. YOU HATE EVERYTHING BLACK BUT YOU'RE BLACK, THEY'VE CONVINCED YOU THAT YOU'RE NOT ONE OF US BECAUSE YOU DON'T ACT LIKE THAT, BUT AS SOON AS THEY GET MAD AT YOU YOU'RE GOING TO BE THAT NEGATIVE "N"WORD AND THAT'S A FACT, AN SINCE YOU CROSSED THAT TRACK YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO COME BACK. FROM THE NECK UP YOU NEED A CHECKUP DAMN STRAIGHT! AND YOU'RE BRAIN DEAD MY BROTHER. (DO NOT RESUSCITATE)
SHE ADMITTED GUILT, SOMETHING ABOUT VOICES IN HER HEAD IS WHAT LED TO HER THREE LITTLE CHILDREN BEING KILLED. SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE SOMETHING, BUT A COUPLE OF BAD RELATIONSHIPS ALONG WITH HER POOR DECISION MAKING LED TO HER DEPRESSION WANTING TO DIE AND FEELING LIKE NOTHING.IT STARTED WITH ABUSE, FIRST A WELT MARK SCRATCH AND MAYBE A BRUISE OR TWO. TWO BOYS AND ONE GIRL, INNOCENT LITTLE CHILDREN A BEACON OF LIGHT TO THE WORLD. ONE WAS FIVE THE OTHER WAS FOUR AND THE BABY GIRL WAS TWO,THEY LOVED THEIR MOTHER TO DEATH LIKE ANY CHILD THAT AGE DO. ONE DAY SHE FILLED THE WATER UP IN THE TUB, PUT ALL HER BABIES INSIDE AND EXPRESSED HER LOVE. SHE HELD THEIR HEADS UNDER UNTIL THE TUB BECAME THEIR UNDERWATER TOMB, THEY WENT TO GOD AS THREE LITTLE ANGELS AS THEIR SOULS LEFT THE BATHROOM.
love is love god is love but love is pain and pain is love but pain is also weakness leaving the body my brothers my sisters take of this meat for it will sustain you this is my flesh, also drink of this wine for it is my blood and there's something about the blood that will make you whole. I got loyalty and royalty inside my DNA i got kings i got queens inside my DNA. past atrocities would make you think we were peasants it's just that our ether is unbalanced to the point we're the new KKK dam! Kings Killing Kings. I ask you how much do a pound of wind cost or tell the teller to bag me up three cloves of sunshine make sure to layer my cart with clouds because I don't want to break momma's smile. POETIC!
Aye! asshole that arrogance will get you a fat lip,
Bobbing and weaving the heel of a young woman that strips.
Cripple crab need a crutch to cross the street to see his granny,
Doubting he'll make the trip is his handicap mainly.
Exactly! the power of a made up mind
Fact is power has been wasted on mankind sometimes.
God loves gangsta's,
He has his way of looking out for me and i'm thankful.
Information is power,
Jehovah's witness passing out the watchtower.
Knowledge reign supreme over nearly everyone,
Learning how to self-destruct to me is dumb.
Manifest manhood thru men that's broke,
Nonsense their fire has been extinguished and their pride and soul is left to smoke.
Propane ignited to cocaine,
Quality and quantity for each drug is the same.
Tumultuous downpour clouds my
Understanding which in turn blurs my
Witness, I seen LeBron handle his business, 2016
X marks the spot Cleveland is where the championship is.
Y i'll tell you why, because
Zumba class from the back of the room looks so fly...
ALL I KNOW IS I WASN'T PUT ON THIS EARTH TO BE WORTHLESS, BUT SOMETIMES I MEAN A LOT OF TIMES MY STINKING THINKING AND DRAMATIC BEHAVIOR STARTS TO RESURFACE, IT COMES IN THE FORM OF SANCES DEMONIC CELEBRATION PENTAGRAMS CASTING SPELLS AND RECITING CURSES, HAVING VISIONS OF DEAD PEOPLE CLOSED CASKET WORKING THE GRAVEYARD SHIFT WAITING TO SEE THE 20 INCH RIMS UNDERNEATH THE HERSHES, FOREAL IF IT AINT A FUNERAL IM SCARED OF CHURCHES, I'M AFRAID OF BIBLE VERSES, SO IM DOWN ON BENDED KNEE HEAD HELD HIGH READY TO TAKE MY VIOLATION SHIRTLESS.
GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH, BECAUSE IF WE'RE NOT TALKING FREEDOM I DONT WANT TO HEAR NOTHING ELSE, IF I CAN'T BE THE ME I WAS MEANT TO BE THEN FUCK YOUR WEALTH, IF WE'RE NOT BREAKING THE CHAINS THAT'S ON MY PEOPLES BRAIN THEN TO HELL WITH YOUR HELP, PAIN FRUSTRATION USED ABUSED AND CONFUSED IS ALL I'VE EVER FELT, WHEN A GROWN MAN CAN'T PROVIDE FOR HIS FAMILY IT WILL MAKE YOU CRY LIKE YOU'VE BEEN WHUPPED WITH A BELT, AND YOU'RE LOOKING AT ME LIKE WE BROUGHT THIS ON OURSELVES.
SO CHECK DIG! I'M GOING TO TELL THE LIL-ONES ABOUT THE KINGS, I'M ALSO GOING TO TELL THEM ABOUT THE QUEEN'S, I'M GOING TO TELL THEM ABOUT THE GOLD THE DIAMONDS THE CHAINS THE RINGS, I'M GOING TO TELL THEM HOW TO MANIFEST THEIR DREAMS, HOW THERE'S NO "I" IN TEAM, YOU HAVE TO MEAN WHAT YOU SAY AND SAY WHAT YOU MEAN, I PUT THAT ON EVERYTHING I'VE EVER SEEN, WHILE YOU'RE BLINDED BY THE PROMETHAZINE INSIDE YOUR CUP OF LEAN, I'M TRYING TO MAKE STAND UP MEN OUTTA EX DOPE FIEND, I CAME FROM MEASURING COKE ON A TRIPLE BEAM SO NAW LIL BROTHER I HAVEN'T ALWAYS HAD THESE WITH WINGS, BUT NOW THAT I DO I CAN RISE ABOVE EVERYTHING. AS I PURSUE MY PURPOSE!
I tried to tell you I was hot, played half a song on my acoustic guitar and now I'm burning down the block, maybe I should stop because of the last riff and the end will probably make 3 buildings drop, but stop I'm not! I told you I was hot and in case you didn't know all this is taking place in a parking lot.
It may look funny but I'm just trying to make a wish, I'm rubbing this lamp that looks like a flying fish or it may be a wind chime on the Top of a roof whenever the genie pops out of this bitch I'm wishing for some loot. And I hope the genie is fine too, so I can see if I can mash some change on her and make it do what it do. So I'm going to keep rubbing until she shoot through, wouldn't you?
Dancin dancin dancin dancin machine, Mike doing
The Billie Jean, whie glove on, glitter on it it’s
Ole so clean, balloons dropping like confetti,
This lady naked walking away her body saying she
Is ready. I always feel like somebody watching me,
Changing the song like she should be changing the
Scene. Room all alone no fans, no microphone,
Mike’s gone. The King of Pop’s gone.