I LOVE THE FEELING OF WHAT I THOUGHT WAS POWER, BEING OUT OF CONTROL LIVING RECKLESS IT'S ALL ABOUT ME. IM A OUTLAW, GANGSTA, WHAT YOU CALL A THUG, I LIVE MY LIFE THRU THE OLD ADAGE I'LL RATHER BE FEARED THAN LOVED. IT'S ON THE FLOOR WITH ME, MAMA TOLD ME "I DON'T CARE DON'T GET YOU NOWHERE" BUT I WAS HALF DRUNK AND HIGH OFF DRUGS.
GUNS, RANDOM SEX, AND VIOLENCE, I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE LIFE, I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS PUTTING MYSELF THRU A SPIRITUAL, AND EMOTIONAL RIOT, SO MUCH SO THAT WHEN THINGS FINALLY NORMALIZED WAS GOING TO BE HARD TO QUIET. CHANGE IS NOT ONLY GOOD CHANGE IS GREAT, I DO THE RIGHT THING BECAUSE IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO, I SOMETIMES REVISIT THE OLD ME, BUT MOST TIMES NOT LONG ENOUGH TO ACT ON IT, BUT IT'S THE TIME WHEN MY OLD ME COMES THRU AND MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'VE FAILED TODAY IS WHAT I HATE. THERE'S ATTITUDE THAT STARTS OUT AS SMALL AS A MUSTARD SEED IN ME, BUT QUICKLY GROWS INTO A MIGHTY OAK TREE, COMES ACROSS AS COCKY AS ROCKY, AND DURING THOSE TIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH NO MAN ALIVE CAN STOP ME. SO WHEN IT GROWS I HAVE TO FIND PRODUCTIVITY FOR ME TO REMAIN STABLE IT GROWS AND I CHOPS IT DOWN AND MAKE A OAKWOOD TABLE.... POETIC
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