With this thinkin when I was younger
I wonder why I wanted to be Alone So hungry for interaction That even if it came in fractions of infractions I just didn't want to be Alone Left in the deep dark recesses of my mind And I den been this way for along time Cause all I have left is me to deal wit dis pain So how long must I remain Alone Holdin on to memories aided by conversations over the phone In search of help for tomorrow But I have to deal with today Alone In this place seperated from home I have to continue to go on cause I can not not be strong I'm just so Alone Wit thoughts of the flesh of my flesh blood of my blood bone of my bone So well known Just Alone And I've had some success mingled wit even more regrets as I continue to reflect Alone So as stress compile on top of stress and I try not to flip or melt when I get upset And be left Alone Cause I think about how I came so close Or was I so far One night wit no stars All lies and no fact No main course just snacks And me Alone As I feel like i'm losin my grasp on reality Cultivated by vivid pictures when I sleep Littered streets of casualties So many bodies different versions all me As peace and serenity flee and leave me Alone Now my intellectual faculties are struggling for understandin Lost and abandon Left out and stranded Alone As mental enemies continue to hinder me and just won't leave me Alone So I stay in constant communication wit the author of creation Beggin, Pleadin Please don't leave me Alone! Poetic
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