I fight this war within myself.
Always in high hopes that soon I’ll control myself
My mind is a cage.
Full of nothing but rage
I try to think back when things were good.
Wanting to take things back, if only
I try to stay to myself, alone,
Fighting this war within myself.
In search of a door I can close
Behind me. Ending this war inside me.
She reached inside my chest and
Took my heart. All the while watching
Me fall apart.
Wearing a smile on her face.
Not a single emotion I can trace.
Chased out of my own place.
She kept everything I own.
Leaving me completely alone.
A king without his throne.
Devastated by her life changing strike
I pick up some pieces and the means
To build another bike
Finally ready to roll sits a broken man
Without his soul
I patched up with my NOMADS
All the while the cocaine driving me even
They took advantage of my back bone
Showing me that I’m still alone.
Still a king without his throne
I turn my back on it all
Feeling like I’m the one that dropped the
Running from the long arm of the law
I called out to a snake begging her for
Mistaking her lust for trust
Her fangs sink deep in my back
The door bangs back
I feel the shackles click and clack
The contorted thoughts keep flowing through
My mind. Mixing in the true torment, creating
Hellish images impossible to forget. Trying to
Push through the imprisonment my mind has created
Day after day. The blood and death overcomes all.
Unable to decipher reality from the nightmare, I
Learn to embrace my insanity
Two twists, a press of a button. A quick grind and a pop. The rumble shakes the earth all around. The echo fills the air. Galloping horses in a steadfast pace at my fingertips. The sound is so soothing to me. The sound to the route of true freedom that lies ahead.
I grip tightly, as I twist the wick. Kicking my feet up on the pegs as motion sets in. The vibration sets in. Feeling it throughout my entire body. Shifting gears I begin to smile as the wind whips through my hair. All noise dissipates around me.
The only tone in my ears is the wind as I speed down the highway. My eyes focusing as my mind numbs. Finally all my problems, worries, and issues disappear. I’m in full control of everything around me. Mind set with no destination. Just to roll wherever I get led to. I love my motorcycle!
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