allah by: e.l.

I have desire to do righteous deeds and help my friends.
please clear my mind from the disruptive negative thoughts
I love you I rely on you I only pray I am not a test for others
Nor do I want harm. You have made my life miraculous
Yet I feel bad when I give you praise like I'm lying when I know,
I know I mean it. It hurts my heart to even speak on your grace from fear and anguish of compelling someone into belief and or making myself to be something more than what I am. Nothing but your servant. What can I do without you? I ask favor concerning my brothers unions. I know you can intervene in affairs and I ask of you to ease their hearts and mine. Would I consider losing my union for them to gain their happiness and strengthened faith? Yes my Lord I only pray that I mustn’t. But if I must than very well faith in You is to me much more important. I love you and it should have always been more than enough you’re all I need. Salah