Did I die? by E.L.

​I no longer hear your voices and I haven't seen your faces since that day
my eyes closed and I arouse in a daze
I live in a endless repeat of the moments of my past
my constant is like one big flash
Back with silence from what I thought was love
This reality doesn't fit me like OJ's glove.
Up until now my emotions have been clear
Where am I and how did I get here?
Trapped behind fences charged by wires
Misery surrounds me and never tires.
Did I die and am I in heaven or hell?
and did these strangers around me die as well?
Free shelter, free food, and no more bills
Its too good to be true kinda gives me the chills
Where are all the people that I once known
and why these other people still using pay phones
Did I travel in time and cross some dimensional plane
So much has changed and it all seems so strange.
I can't hardly remember who I was before.
I'm so confused why are the locks on the outside of the door?
Where do they take those people after they get into a fight?
Some guy said "to the hole" now that doesn't seem right.
Does he mean to the grave for some sort of second death?
This dream sure is weird and one big mess.