Fear by Anonymous

My greatest fear is going back to who I was before. All of the growth, all of the progress, all the reflection, for nothing. A ticking time bomb; only a matter of time before I self destruct again. Before I ruin everything I touch, hurt everyone who cares about me. Back to jail or an early grave are the only inevitabilities.
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Here, I’m depressed and lonely, but at least I’m not destroying anything or hurting anyone. Being in purgatory is damage control.