I Fix Things by E.L.

I break and repair to take and remake to make anew something that was once old.
Like two sweaters into one hoody two pockets with one sting pulled tight to keep light warm in the dark cold
I fix things.
Wired to electronic pulses to wire to grounded faucets only to avoid electronic faults
It's like electronics talks to me... through you God.
I fix things.
unbroken no need to enhance
like factory to after market to change the stance
just for a glance

where is your satisfication in your creation
always sad never happy always changing
just to please my selfish devotion
to worldly looks appearance's and the crooks lust.
I fix things its a must.
My father planted his seed to make a tree
than you banzaied me
dwarfed me in your little pot twisted my arms with wires fashioned me to your choices then sent mockers to heckle your disfigurement
mental stressing punishment
all to your amusement then give me the ablity to fix things
unseen stranger with your whispering menace I'm still living so your not finished the testing.
the struggle before the blessing
the storm before the calming
the trail by fire the same with gold purifying and other precious metals.
I fix things.
like the rain for a drought or a friend to the lonely
Striving for contact from the only
source without strife.
My Lord what happen to my life?
I fix things.
still some repairs I can not see
I'm broken yet I can not fix me.