I Want to Be Sorry by E.L.

I want to be sorry for my past
Sorry for my desires to make money fast
Sorry for the broken hearts and my fast ways
Sorry for my ignorance and them selfish days.
Sorry I didn't give love when I had the chance.
Sorry I didn't make more joyful days to dance
Sorry there is so many you's and only one me
Sorry it took so much time for me to see
Sorry for the many nights I left you alone
Sorry for never reaching out when I had access to a phone
Sorry to the world cause I never really cared
Sorry for the wasted days that we could've shared
Sorry I apologized to only repeat the same action
Sorry that being available wasn't my greatest addiction.
Sorry that these sorry words are just my sorry rant
Cause I can't be sorry for the things that molded me into a man.