it's what I do feel by: e.l.

It all seems to real sometimes the fog the rain the endless pain
Mental of course.
But I know it’s all but an illusion here to cause confusion of what truth really is.
What a dream really is what is what things want to be or appear in our own personal understandings.
Like the sky is red sometimes but we all know its blue even though that not true because reflections can be deceiving.
Or that sun which looks small because of the distance
but we know that’s not true because one of us get darker
while the other get skin cancer
burning from the lack of SPF
or someshit the government created to force us to buy when they probally are the ones that made those fucking rays burn us in the first place, destroying the ozone layer by creating SPF. Stupid poor fuckers is what the rich call it
But I would look down on the world too if I wasn't trying to be the pious asshole self righteous prick that they forced me to be by indoctrinating me in school telling me how to feel.
Good isn’t dark and black isn't pure
be scared of the night cause it cold and wrong
run to the light cause its right and warm.
Skin that is.
I am a robot in a dream like the zombies seeking brains. Do they even do that cause some dance to the thriller woe to MJ's killer government drones
without circuits with proper software.
My voice screams I don't care but my programing makes me feel it’s what I do.