it's with myself that I wage this fight by: Bloor

It’s with myself that I wage this fight
A battle fought both day and night
Everything’s wrong, nothing’s right
Can’t escape my abject plight

So many things inside of me
I don’t allow anyone to see
Still my seraph hears my silent plea

I see her cry when she sings
Put her thru such hellish things
She truly earned her heavenly wings

A perfect love I hear in the lilt of her voice 
Drowned out by the din of my choice
I don’t know why she keeps on trying
Continues to smile instead of crying
Knowing I’ll only risk leaving her again
Wish I could say it’s my only sin